I have a theory of chaos

I always wondered why
This feeling of being lost
Although am right here
In the most familiar place
That even then, It can’t be called home

I always wondered why
Homes are over rated
They are for lost people
Scared ones who are afraid
Afraid of submitting to the truth
The theory of empty homes

I always wondered why
Your arms are so worm
And even though they’re wrapped around me
They are full of no one who cares
The moment u leave
I get back and scream
Whispers of love
And words with no means